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“That's the point of it, Bryce. Of life. To live, to love, knowing that it might all vanish tomorrow. It makes everything that much more precious.”

― Sarah J. Maas, House of Earth and Blood

Hi Everyone!

These last few months have been very difficult emotionally and spiritually but that phrase from that book honestly really filled many parts of me. So many things have happened, it has been so many early mornings crying, so many bad weeks because as everyone has in some way, anxiety, depression, insomnia, stress, and a toxic environment couldn't take me anymore.

It has been very difficult because this year has been very screwed up. I really imagined my year would be different but I'm probably not the only one thinking this. I am a doctor and I worked during the beginning of this pandemic but the truth is that I do not feel like working for $ 15 a month. Now if you go to a specialist doctor, things are different, but there is another matter. This was the year where I was going to start working to become a specialist and I spent many months studying, but the situation with the hospitals is so chaotic that it doesn't even seem like They are going to start to enter new doctors to prepare as specialists. And here everything is in dollars, my local money is devalued. So for a month, I need like $300 USD monthly only for food when I am going to receive as payment is $15 USD per month and that is insane. I don't want to delve into the matter because it is so depressing.

By the way, 12 days ago I got a tattoo (I'll write you a post about the process) because I wanted to feel that I had some control of my life. Because I wanted to feel that I did something that I wanted to do and I had a long time without having that feeling.  I know this situation is gonna improve (I am not talking about this country I am talking about the pandemic) but I don´t feel happy about so many things in my life and I guess I changed a lot in these last months. 

I don't want to talk almost about the sentimental or romantic part of my life because I have been changing a lot. I love my boyfriend and I wish we could get married and have a family together. Because I am already 27 years old, I am not a girl or a teenager, I am an adult and I would like many things. But I understood that my happiness is mine and that I cannot expect more from someone who is not willing to give more. I would like more and I feel that we are in different tunes, I think we are in different chapters of our lives and I don't know. I don't want to say anything else because I hope that everything will work out for me in my love life. But I don't want to feel like I'm wasting my time or my life with someone who isn't willing to do more.  I know he loves me but our relationship is quite complicated.(*/▽＼*)

I think I extended myself too much but there are things I wanted to get out of my heart. I am fortunate to live with my parents in the sense that although I am currently unemployed they support me. But the amount of things that I have to deal with daily with their toxic attitudes towards me (unfortunately my relationship with my parents is not good). And well dealing with my own inner demons is not a simple matter. I am not an easy person to deal with or understand. I hope within 1 year to be much better than right now.

I am learning to identify my emotions, to work not on the things that happen to me because what has happened to me I can no longer change. But to change in how I react. And I think the important thing is that there is always room for improvement.

Well if you have read me here, thank you very much. I wish you good health, peace, and love. ~ヾ(・ω・)

Bye Bye!!

Shoessee

 "Advertorial Post"

Hi Everyone!

I know It has been several days since my previous post. The reason behind I was so many days without posting nothing was because I´ve been through a lot this quarantine and pandemic days and probably this is not the best time to be a physician. I don't know how to explain it but things have changed a lot, my routines, what I've been doing, and so on. But believe me when I tell you that I haven't stopped working for a single day.  Today I want to show you something nice that I really like and as you must already suppose from the title they are about shoes. Right now for me, the best way to buy shoes is to buy online shoes for women. Most of the shoes that I have I have bought online and it all depends on the model and the store and the good communication between the store in question and the buyer. It is also important to know in advance what size we are and how that measurement is equivalent in centimeters. 

I think that one of the things that we should try to implement is to continue doing many of our usual activities and celebrate the small and big moments of our lives. The store that sells these beautiful shoes that I am showing you is called Shoessee and they have models of shoes that belong to the brand of the store that has the same name. It seems to me that there is a great variety of models. While reviewing the different models these beautiful pink boots appeared that are so feminine and casual. I confess that with appropriate pants I would wear these boots to go to a work meeting. I like it because they are the middle ground between boots and shoes so I find them very beautiful. Why did I choose them in pink? I love pink so that's why I decided to choose them in this color.

There are many reasons to choose flat boots as I showed you in the photo of the pink boots, but for me, the most important thing is that they are beautiful, comfortable, and have a good price, that is, everything that interests me when buying a shoe. Last but not least, I decided to choose these shoes because I love the style of the heel that is high but at the same time gives you a lot of stability which makes it a comfortable heel. And the shoe has a very beautiful shape, like the shoes used by ancient dolls. Well, this was all for today's post, that was what I wanted to share. Please tell me in the comments if you knew this store and what you think about the shoes or which of the three models is your favorite option. My best wishes to you.

Bye Bye!

Dernier Cosmetics Skinsept Solución Limpiadora Facial "Facial Cleanser"

Hi Everyone!

I am not sure If I am losing practice of is al this thing with my wifi probably I am out of practice thanks to everything but publish reviews that I could enjoy writing is a little difficult these days. First, because I crave quality I want to share with you something I would like to read and enjoy of course. Find good local products is a little of trial and error because you can´t find reviews or at leat no objective reviews about the products. You only can find is: "This is great for all the types of skin oh wow this is wonderful and I am using this since yesterday".

That was the reason because I decided to share my reviews about local products. And by the way, I know that I can save a lot of money buying so good products. This product is Dernier that is the same brand of one sunscreen which I published a review some months ago Dernier Cosmetics Sun Care Protector Solar Spray SPF50+ that was indeed a really nice product.

Due to its content of fruit acids (AHA), it is a key product for daily facial cleansing. Renew the appearance of your skin every day, making it smoother,

 brighter, and free of impurities.

How to Use 

Apply on the face with soft circular movements twice o three times a day and rinse with water. Is recommendable use in the morning and at night.

Ingredients

- Texture and Price: The texture is a liquid gel and is very lightweight and when touches the makeup melts the makeup and the price is super cheap only $2 USD. After one month using this product, I decided to buy another bottle. 

TEST

Removing the Makeup

PROs and CONs

PROs

- Great price

- Nice Texture

- Soft aroma

- Gentle Cleanser

- Good pH 5

- Good with sensitive skin

- Perfect "First Step"

CONs

- Only can be purchased in Local Drugstores in Venezuela and Colombia.

Conclusions

If a year ago someone mentioned to me that I could find a gel cleanser good a great texture, amazing price with AHA, and with good pH at my local drugstore, I could say: Nah that is impossible. But after 6 months of quarantine, I can say that yeah is possible. Sincerely I tried this cleanser without any expectations my expectations were a little low despite I was used the sunscreen of this same brand but I feel really interested but the acid citric that contains this cleanser. First, this has tea tree oil that is a good antimicrobial and acid citric that is a gentle and good AHA. The texture is a liquid gel that when touches the makeup emulsifies and becomes like milk and I love it. 

The aroma is soft I can't describe this in another way this smells just like the COSRX Low pH Good Morning Gel Cleanser. This smells so similar and I feel so happy because I enjoy that product so much and was like a good resemble. This cleanser has a pH 5 which is good because is an acid pH and that is great for my combination sensitive skin that I can use pH cleanser with basic pH. This removes well the dirty, the sebum, and the makeup. I like to use this as my first step in my double cleanser this is a gel that removes the makeup and the dirty but the skin is soft after clean my face with this and that is amazing. Of course, I am going to repurchase this facial cleanser.

RATING

★★★★★

This was all for the post of today! ٩(*•͈ ꇴ •͈*)و

I hope you can find this post informative and useful.

Bye Bye!!