I´ve been saying in some previous posts that I am gonna publish an update soon and today is the day. Like some of you already know I live in Venezuela a country that is in a current situation very complicated. We have had power blackouts since the month of March began for many days in a row. And we are in a situation of a humanitarian crisis.
Probably some of you may ask, How do you live in a country like that? Why you don´t leave that country and move forward to another country with a better quality of life. Because that sounds pretty easy when you had the money, the family, the support or the visa to leave the country. And in my case, I don´t have anybody waiting for me in another country and I don´t have the money yet to leave my own country and migrate to another place.
“All the world is a cage in a young girl's eyes.”― Samantha Shannon,The Priory of the Orange Tree
I decided with all my efforts trying to enjoy the journey because whatever will be the end I am not sure which will be my happy ending. I am living in a dangerous place where each day is complicated in their own way. The only thing that I know is that I can´t stop working or living because is the only way to be going forward. The time is not going to stop for me. So I am making my effort to find my way but enjoy my time finding my own path. Obviously, there are days when I feel very depressed when I don´t want to wake up from my bed but there are good days too.
I am trying to enjoy my relationship with my boyfriend, and in that way, I want a more stable relationship now with strong foundations. And trying to make the best for my family and to be a better person. I am decided to leave my actual job because I am not feeling fulfilled and I feel I am losing my time but the best is that I already have a date when I am going to stop to work there.
And of course, I hope to reach my goal of reading 100 books this year. So that was all for this updating post of today.
Bye Bye!!