This is not a regular post because this is not a review or an advertorial post, in fact I have days without post any post. The reason is because I started with the activities of College the past Sunday and wow I feel overwhelming about everything. I´ve been dealing with something horrible for me called "anxiety" and "panick attacks" and this is a very serious post for me. Because this doesn´t means I need attention or something like that, because sincerely the last I want is attention, I need to express myself in some way and this is one.
“Don't take life too seriously. Punch it in the face when it needs a good hit. Laugh at it.”
― Colleen Hoover, Slammed
I´m a bookworm and I always find myself in some books. And Slammed was one of that books. Today I felt physically sick and I was unable for wake up and go to College. Tonight I can´t sleep I was with insomnia and anxiety all the night was one point that I just wanted was pass switch and stop to think. Sincerely I hate think "OVERTHINKING" is the most terrible thing for a person who suffers of anxiety. And one part of me just want stop of thinking and I simple I can´t quit.
“Every decision you make, makes you. Never let other people choose who you’re going to be.”
― Cassandra Clare, The Lost Herondale
The back thing about holidays is how I feel after holidays because I want spend more time in bed with long time reading and I don´t want made nothing more. And I don´t want socialize or go out with nobody. So back to the reality with College and Medical School sincerely doesn´t was easy. I need to learn how float with this anxiety and stress. Now I´m here in front my pc trying to feel better for go to sleep. Sometimes I need breathe because I feel so tired. I hope feel better soon and If anyone there has a problem with anxiety you can feel free to write an honest comment about your situation. The life is not easy but I know that to the end of this journey everything will be fine.