I am taking a time today for share a bit of myself with you (my sweet readers).♡ I feel happy because just a few minutes ago I purchase a new book and I really want that book is from one of my favorite authors Sarah. J. Maas. By the way I am planing several upcoming books reviews. Like I said before in different posts I am a Book Dragon I can read and Of course I read everyday different novels during the year. And during this post I want share some of my favorite quotes about books that recently I finish to read.
“Naked truths aren’t always pretty.”― Colleen Hoover, It Ends with Us
"It End with Us" is one of my favorite book for this year that is sure. This book touched me in ways I even didn´t know It was possible and probably is because I don´t know I saw myself reflected in different ways. Probably I never be fine with myself to the end. Now I am in my senior year of College and I don´t have figured nothing yet. But something is clear I am not going to be a clinical Physician because I need be honest with myself that is the only way that I found to be happy. And the true is: I Hate be in a Hospital. I hate the rounds. I hate the fact that I can´t sleep almost never. I need be sincere with myself I hate see people die. Because the reality is not like in House or Grey's Anatomy in fact is ten times more horrible and is not so clean and pretty like in those tv shows. I never going to forget how is see a little child die or see a young people like my age die that will be always in my memories. If you read my past post about the reality of my country and other previous to that I need say that for me is not cool. The week when my grandma died in emergency in one night I saw 7 people die around me for several circunstances. And three days later my grandma died. Sometimes I have nightmares due that.
“And as hard as this choice is, we break the pattern before the pattern breaks us.”― Colleen Hoover, It Ends with Us
I remember when I was a teenager and I though that when I reached this age I would have all my life figured and even have a boyfriend or husband. But the reality to today is that I don´t have nothing figured yet. I don´t have a boyfriend but I don´t require one to be happy. I found that the happiness is a good cup of coffee and a travel to the Maldives. But now I am more clean respect some different facts about this topic. My standars right now are more high than before, and that means so several and different aspects. Let me introduce something about me. I love be alone. Be alone in home reading for hours I think is one the most pleasants feelings in the life. So I can´t find myself being happy sharing my company with another human. I feel happy with books and believe me my TBR pile is huge. My goals right now finish with my career and find a job. After that I can start to think in my degree. Now Please If you love read or even f you read just casual please I want invite you to read "It Ends with Us"
“There are good days and hard days for me—even now. Don’t let the hard days win.”
― Sarah J. Maas, A Court of Mist and Fury
Probably my mom will not be happy due my choice about my future but that is something funny because she doesn´t have to deal with anxiety like me. I need open a moment for talk about that quote that is fromthe second book from the serie ACOTAR and wow I am speechless. After finish this post I am going to write my review in Goodreads because just after finish the book my mind wasn´t available for write a review. Lately I´ve been dealing with burnout and that more anxiety probably some barman created a drink for that. Today I saw Suicide Squad and It was very funny.
This was all for today. Now I am working pretty hard in my blog because I have many delayed post due college and now I am bit free thanks to August. It´s a lot that I am not saying here but I´ll be showing more about myself the next month. BTW I am watching the olimpics right now my favorite discipline is masculine swimming xD Hahahaha~ I hope you have a great day. If you read all this post until this point I want send you a huge thank you and a virtual hug.