Saturday, November 10, 2018

Updated #2884

Hi Everyone!

Since I decided to change the title of my updates to the day of blogging since I started that recomforts me but give to the same time give expectative and that is exactly what I need now. I have somethings I need to put outside of my heart and my mouth and I feel If I don´t say this out loud something bad is gonna happens inside of me. Lately has been not an easy week for me, I am trying to look in the positive but is starting to be pretty hard for me something positive.

I started a new job that is a big mess literally because like everything in my country doesn´t work like is supposed to work. And probably the worst of this mess is that I am working in a Health Center that doesn´t work correctly in many different ways. 

Now I feel without any aspiration because I live in a country that the hyperinflation eats my money faster that I can earn that money. I can not save money because I need spent more on food or other basic stuff for life and that is full of nonsense because that not should be the way that the things work out. I studied 7 years at College and my salary is literally a joke and I mentioned so many before that for me this was a mistake. Now I am working in a place and nobody knows how is supposed to work the things.

I would like to travel more, eat, enjoy life and not to be here in this fucking prison. And I need to add to that mix the anxiety, fucking anxiety. If I would remove something of my life that thing will be the anxiety. Now I am dressing before going to work and my only thought is that this thing is gonna work and I hope so. I hope your day can be better than mine.

Bye Bye!

14 comments:

  1. I hope it's going to be only better now.

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  2. I hope you will feel better,take care ❤

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  3. I'm sorry to hear that. I have not forgotten that your country is still in turmoil especially economically. I hope things get better there.

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  4. I'm so sorry about all you are going through.

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  5. I hope it's going to be only better now. Kisses.

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  6. I gave up my job for my boyfriend who has stayed with me for six years. Then, we broke up. I lost my job and my love, but I have to be positive.

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    1. Wow this is so heavy. My best wishes and blessings for you.

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  7. I hope things will get better with your new job and you’re able to do the things you would like to do.

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  8. Hope things will get better. You are doing the best you can x

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  9. Há que ter fé, que as coisas irão mudar, Sakuranko...
    O que é mau... também não dura para sempre... e a situação por aí, está tão insustentável, que claramente, algo irá mudar a curto prazo, pois já ninguém estará aguentando muito mais essa inflação, que a todos arrasa!...
    Não te deixes ir abaixo, com a ansiedade... estás a fazer o melhor que podes, em tempos de extrema dificuldade... não exijas demais de ti mesma...
    Melhores tempos virão, e precisas de estar forte, e saudável, para os viveres...
    É nas dificuldades, que escolhemos... ou quebramos... ou tornamo-nos mais fortes... e por isso invencíveis, ao ultrapassarmos cada obstáculo!
    Força! Ânimo! Nada dura para sempre... nem o bem... nem o mal...
    Uma boa semana, na medida do possível! Beijinhos
    Ana

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  10. Hope tomorrow will be a better day for you, dear! xoxo

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